Ada satu kata saya dengar dari seseorang ketika saya lulus, yang kemudian saya suka banget, kata Earn memulai langkah saya memasuki babak baru dalam kehidupan manusia yang mulai berfikir arah, makna dan tanggung jawab pribadi. Tanggung jawab pribadi saya di kemudian didasarkan pada kata earn ini..yup saya ingin menghasilkan sesuatu, sesuatu yang positif biar kecil tapi tujuan saya untuk jadi besar. saya ingin punya visi dalam hidup ini karena saya sudah terlahir di sini, di tempat beberapa orang berjuang untuk menghidupkan saya.
Jadi ketika saya mulai merasa down and weary, merasa segala sesuatu ga berjalan di jalur yang saya pikir itu benar, saya mulai mengingat2 hal yang membawa saya sampai seperti ini. ada paragraph dalam film yang indah banget menurut saya untuk membuat spirit untuk menghasilkan ini tetap hidup.
"I'd hold you up to say to your mother, "this kid's gonna be the best kid in the world. This kid's gonna be somebody better than anybody I ever knew." And you grew up good and wonderful. It was great just watching you, every day was like a privilige. Then the time come for you to be your own man and take on the world, and you did. But somewhere along the line, you changed. You stopped being you. You let people stick a finger in your face and tell you you're no good. And when things got hard, you started looking for something to blame, like a big shadow. Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It's a very mean and nasty place and I don't care how tough you are it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't about how hard ya hit. It's about how hard you can get it and keep moving forward. How much you can take and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done! Now if you know what you're worth then go out and get what you're worth. But ya gotta be willing to take the hits, and not pointing fingers saying you ain't where you wanna be because of him, or her, or anybody! Cowards do that and that ain't you! You're better than that! I'm always gonna love you no matter what. No matter what happens. You're my son and you're my blood. You're the best thing in my life. But until you start believing in yourself, ya ain't gonna have a life. Don't forget to visit your mother." ( from ROCKY, played by Sylverster stallone"
jadi saya akan bertahan, bertahan dari badai yang menggoyahkan mimpi saya, bertahan dari turun-naik nya roda hidup saya dan menghasilkan.
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